{"id":1282,"date":"2008-02-19T14:23:00","date_gmt":"2008-02-19T14:23:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/worshipunrated.com\/?p=1282"},"modified":"2008-02-19T14:23:00","modified_gmt":"2008-02-19T14:23:00","slug":"my-sweet-evening","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/natestephan.com\/worshipunrated\/2008\/02\/19\/my-sweet-evening\/","title":{"rendered":"My Sweet Evening"},"content":{"rendered":"

Good Morning, Afternoon, or Night. This morning I lay in bed, as I imagine many mothers do, unable to completely fall back to sleep after getting up and down with a child, a bathroom trip, and what I thought was a child getting up only to find they must have been talking in their sleep. I have found that God uses the early mornings for sweet moments with me. So, though a little weary, I was able to have a date with the Creator of the Universe before the sun even peeked its head up.
I lay there sharing thoughts with the Father of my truly blessed evening last night. The minister\u2019s wife at our \u201cMomma-Church\u201d, Sunnyside Christian Church has all of the other minister\u2019s wives over about every 2 \u00bd – 3 months, and boy was I ready! Nathan kind of caught on to my excitement as I giddily announced at 5:42 p.m. that I would be leaving in 8 minutes. Then at 5:43, \u201cI will be leaving in 7 minutes!\u201d So off I went at 5:50 to Mrs. Ruth\u2019s house for a sweet time of fellowship, and sweet is was!
There ended up being only 5 of us total, but at the end of the evening I think we could all see how God used our small size to infuse BIG thoughts, feelings, and dreams. As we sat together our conversation quickly turned to mission work and our missionary friends. Mrs. Ruth\u2019s daughter Anne and her family have returned from working in China for many years and are now in the midst of raising support for work in Italy. Carol and her family spent some years in Honduras as missionaries. My friend Sarah and I have both been on short-term mission trips. And so the sharing began. We talked of living situations whether scary, hot, strange, or admirable. We discussed the way people had to live and what determined their futures. We discussed the spiritual states of many we had encountered and others we knew of. We talked of those people that God so blessed us by letting us know them. We talked of the way God worked \u2013 because He so does, you know \u2013 in the hard and easy economic places and in the hard and harder spiritual places.
We then shared how many times here, in the US, we take forgranted all of our physical blessings. Talk to any of these ladies, my friends, and you will realize this in a few short minutes. Yet, with all of these physical conveniences I think we all came to agree that it seemed so much easier to stay focused on our purpose, to \u201cGo make disciples of all nations\u2026\u201d (Matt 28:19), when we were in the other countries; for, when there, we no longer had the distractions that we are surrounded by, and sometimes surround ourselves with, here in America.
Through these thoughts I was reminded of an email a friend of mine sent out when she returned from a short trip to Africa. While there she began wondering what she had truly given up to know and serve Christ here in our country. In other countries people give up there livelihoods, their acceptance with their families, their freedom, and\/or their lives. So what have we had to really give up besides maybe some bad habits? (I\u2019m not down-sizing our salvation stories; we are truly saved from so much!) God helped her come to this conclusion: Those of us who are choosing day in and day out to lay down our lives, take up our crosses, and follow Him (Luke 9:23) here have in every way given up the \u201cAmerican Dream\u201d. That dream that says go do what every you want. Go satisfy your every dream and desire, no matter what it takes. As a mom those childhood dreams can pop in your mind when you are exhausted at the end of the day and you\u2019ve changed the last diaper and you think everyone\u2019s in bed for the night and then a child awakens sick. Or when you, a single mom or dad, have worked all day, come home to a messy house and children who need the rest of you that\u2019s left. Or when you, a dad, who is working one, two, three jobs to support your family and you get home and they all want to see Dad, hang on Dad, talk to Dad and though you want the same things, all you have the energy for is to sit.
These dreams are not unwarranted. Quite frankly having these dreams got me through some tough times and situations when I was growing up. As I have grown in my faith, though, and matured in the knowledge of Christ and what He was and is about, I see so very clearly how there is a lot to be given up in His name where I\u2019m at. It may not be nice, convenient facilities. It may not be food I can get down without cringing. It may not be living in fear of rats scurrying around in my house. It may not be that I can\u2019t openly express my faith and what I believe. But what it may be, and I believe is, is the dreams that make me number one. For His ways are higher than our ways and His thoughts higher than ours (Isa 55:9). Whatever we may dream or scheme to accomplish, it will never compare to the greatness of our God\u2019s.
I don\u2019t know if there is any great lesson to be learned from these thoughts but maybe some questions we can think about are: Where\/With Whom do our dreams lie? What have you given up for the sake of Christ, to be called children of God? Have you ever thought about missions\u2026about being a missionary? Do you realize that as often as God has called us to \u201cGo Out\u201d He has also called us to \u201cGo Among\u201d (go among those we currently live with)? Do you realize how great our futures are in the sight of the God who has planned them? Are you following His plan?
Needless to say I have been refreshed, Friends, and I do pray that some of what I\u2019ve shared has done the same for you.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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